Quirky yet Alluring

Lord’s cafe.

I have had heard and read stories about it and now I am sitting there out in the open, sipping cane juice with nice fresh air flowing around it.

It does feel nice to have the air hit you nicely. That nice cool breeze of air which shouldn’t have been there in the first place but there it is. In fact if you look at it to have some real sense then you will realize that the cold/cool air flows due to change in pressure. It will always come in from the high pressure zone to a low pressure zone. So you can say that I am sitting in a low pressure area. Maybe I am feeling very low personally too and maybe that is life mocking e with a humble cool breeze.

It gets really troublesome and emotional when I get time alone, having no work but to ponder pointlessly over unusual circumstances- what would have happened if we could have made different choices.

The choices we make have definite consequences but well we do have to live with it. There are some moments when you just don’t understand of what you are doing or what is the exact significance of you! What am I? Why should people know me?

But then these are all my ridiculous black holes which appear in without invitation. Yes it sucks...Big time!

I was waiting for a message which is yet to arrive but then that is the problem, you have to wait. I felt like getting up to go out but again laziness has become so possessive of me that I have to give in to its demand. Only if the girls were any possessive of me but then why should they J

The air is now blowing hard bringing in with it the rain. No; rains are not beautiful, nor are they romantic. That is life telling me to get the hell out of there.

I had no other option but to get out of the cafe and go inside. Just then life throws you a challenge in front of you-A beautiful girl.

The girl who is not tall but definitely not too short but yes short in height. Her hair is short too but till her shoulder with curls and waves, one would happily drown in; being disturbed by the treacherous wind which she calmly settles it back around her ears. Her face, which can be represented as the epitome of beauty. The face which glows! The eyes which tells a lot yet withholding so much inside. The lips which speak a lot of languages, yet being so silent.

That err of discomfort on her face due to the raging wind and the little smile around the corner of her lips. The mystery girl she is!

It is that moment when you take up life’s challenge and go tell her “Have we met?” Surely it will get you somewhere. At least you tried.

But yet there am I standing still near the corner table looking at her from far, watching her collect her fallen notes and being concerned with the sudden burst of rain. I couldn’t wait. I had to go.

She was standing there with her notes when he arrives in from one corner of the cafe which in fact is her favourite place to sit. He was definitely approaching her and she knew that. She gives a wry of a smile and is about to open her mouth when he implants her with a kiss which was so sudden but it felt so amazing that they never stopped.

She: “What happened to you?”

He: “I have missed you?”

She (smiling): “I was only out for sometime”

He hugs her tight and says “those felt like years”.

Yes, we do have emotions and do release a barrage of them.

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There are definite moments to live for, to cherish them, to pursue them because at the end of the day it is your happiness. That is what makes you happy.

Practice feeling good, no matter what because the only reason you are not is you yourself.

So are you happy or you are really confused like me? :P