She's the tear
in my heart, I'm on fire.
It’s 3 am now
and he is still struggling to write the lines; those never ending lines. Perhaps
it is yet another day.
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I am bored!
There is a
raging urge to leave everything behind and come to you. Just to be with you; spending
countless hours to just look at you.
And when I do;
that boredom turns into something else. Something meaningful, like the world is
yet to be unraveled and we go on an adventure to embrace the change. The whole
universe…it’s all in your eyes. Right here, right now, it’s all I need. So
relax your mind and set it free and let me look at you like no one else.
The obsession!
I have been told
that sometimes I go to sleep with a stupid smile on my face; perhaps for some
days…yes. That smile, your smile…the yaeba…skips the heart beat every single
time.
You're so
good-looking. But I wanna know. Do you break things when you get mad? Or eat a
box of chocolates 'cause you're feeling bad?
Look at me I'm
falling.
Time!
I don’t know why
I am being restless here. Maybe this is after a long time that I have been hit
this hard with this feeling. I am really not sure. I am sorry too if I am
getting too much excited here. I am really trying my best to take it slow.
Trust me please.
The rush!
Have you
experienced the same when you are drowning? Well, I had almost drowned once.
Your lungs are
being filled with something other than oxygen and you can hear the rush of the
water beating against your skull. You are having a mild spark inside, your skin
is becoming clammy and you can’t see straight. You can feel the air leaving
your body and your heart shredding against your chest in its desperate attempt
to keep steady.
It is the same
what loving you feels like. Can’t move, can’t think and all I can do is
feel, feel everything, feeling myself slowly letting go, loosing sometimes.
Feeling my heart exploding but yet feel my soul filled with light…your light; and
the eyes filled with wonder and the life filled with laughter. All I can do now
is just keep feeling the same; and I feel is that drowning isn’t so bad either.
Drowning in the depths of who you are; it’s wonderful.
Loving you is
everything I have told myself to be patient for. For you are the one; the book
with all the right answers.
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