Heads up in the sky, embracing
the chilly wind, I breathe in the air, watching the distant clouds in steady motion.
And in the midst of the clouds, I see the shining full moon, with me feeling
relatively close, close to breaking down, because I feel so alone.
I yell at the sky, scream
at the world, looking for answers that are unknown. Heaven only knows where you
are now.
Perhaps you are far away,
like a star, out in the cosmos. The beauty that I can only see from afar. It
hurts to know how lovely you are, as you are too far away to hold but close
enough to break my heart.
Every night I think of
you now. Time flows like tears, drowning in the ocean, only to seek an island
in your arms.
They say that space and
time are interwoven. So, I think of making a time machine to back to a time,
unlike any other time for us to be together forever. Yet, I can’t go back now.
I can’t escape the reality.
Every night I am here
contemplating and then retiring myself, waiting for another night.
I stay up all night,
looking at the ceiling above, changing its colors from dusk to dawn, thinking
to sleep a while and to dream with you. But dreams are for fools I thought. I
stay awake to be with you. Listening to your voice, seeing by my side, I tell myself
that I am alright.
Gaping at your face, looking
at your gleaming eyes, I feel that I never got the chance, to say one last
goodbye.
You would say that I
got to move on and I would then say that it hurts to try.
How do I love? How do I
love again?
Playing our song, at this
time of the night, I sway my arms around to dance with you, smiling, while
looking at you.
Times that I cannot
change does not matter, as with you at this time I stay engrossed.
Every night I hear our
song, for I miss you the most.
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